it’s an anime recommendation thread for me, haley
i was talking about this with @contentdeleted the other night and i am pretty frustrated because like
i have hella anxiety
hell one of the biggest reasons i watch so much animation is because autism has wired up my brain so that looking at actual human faces stresses me out (related: i am partly faceblind, big surprise i know)
that’s a pretty good reflection of how functional i am at this point
and i am afraid to try new things because shows that i should theoretically like get fucked up by anxiety and estrogen and trauma flashbacks, and the kind of shit that messes me up most people wouldn’t even remember at all
card captor is apparently an Actually Good show where cute girls do cute things but i’ll have to take other people’s word for it because i can barely get past the opening without crying because it reminds me that i never got to grow up as a girl
utena is probably great but again i’ll probably never know because the first five minutes are about misgendering/trans-coded bullying and i’m not equipped for that
we watched Only Yesterday on sunday and the movie goes on for nearly fifteen minutes about periods and there’s no way i would’ve gotten through it if i was watching it alone
i loved the first episode of samurai champloo and i haven’t watched anything since then because… the girl made me cry because she was cute and i wanted to be like her??? what the fuck
most of what i actually watch falls somewhere between Okay and Bad because it’s reliably inoffensive–or at least if it’s Problematic it’s usually not in a way that manages to get to me. this is the best excuse i have for stardust crusaders
i am sort of an emotionally unstable traumatized mess in the throes of second puberty and pretty good at hating myself for it
um
#so uhh anime recommendations right? yeah
it’s not much to go on but my favorite show is legend of galactic heroes and beyond that… one punch man and space dandy were both really good dumb fun and uhhh everything else i can remember actually liking right now was a movie??? Oops
akira is the best
somehow LWA 1 and 2 were fantastic in a way that didn’t make me cry and i don’t really get how that came together but i’m into it
the ghibli films i’ve seen made a bigger creative impact on me than maybe any other body of work? not exactly a hot take and yet i’m probably too scared to watch any more of them anyway lol
at some point i should probably finish ping-pong and pick up mob psycho 100 since those both seem safe
eva sux
anyway i just want to watch things that make me feel good and let me forget my body exists for a little while and i guess being good Art would be a bonus too idk that part’s not as important really
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