losing my mind at my namesake lesbian catgirl imagist nonetheless
losing my mind at my namesake lesbian catgirl imagist nonetheless
Thinking about rereading Kazuo Ishiguro’s The Unconsoled, his longest novel. I last read it about 20 years ago and it’s one of those books in the liminal zone between masterpiece and fiasco. The way I remember it is as a sad and beautiful nonstory about characters repeatedly getting distracted from the most important things in life by trivial urgent matters. That pattern just repeats over and over with different characters until the book ends with not a single one of the 100 dangling plot threads resolved.
I didn’t come away from the book at the time with a new resolve to focus on my highest values in life, instead I was alternately bored or emotionally devastated. And I also have no idea whether that means I should consider that the book’s aesthetic vision succeeded or failed for me as a reader.
Like what if the last page of the book had had one character giving, say, her estranged daughter an awkward hug. Just one hug. Is that really too much to do for your fictional creations? Was the Nobel Prize worth it???
highly recommend duras’ the malady of death, one of my alltime favorite pieces of prose. iirc she dictated it in a drunken stupor while on a two week bender and then went to rehab and went back and edited it having forgotten ever writing it
After catastrophic slowly international shipping, Dushu magazine No.10 2021 finally arrived.
Feature article titled: Second Sino-Japanese War don’t need hyperbole drama, those letters from farmer soldier are enough.
Introduction on Takahashi Minejiro, a Japanese ex-militarist and teacher, who helped to recruit his students from the entire village to participate in the war, created a magazine to provide them with news of their hometown, and kept the 7000 letters sent to him which from the soldiers (most of them are dead)
Most of these letters are the pain, suffering, and grief of the war, the content was different from the newspaper reports at the time and Right-wing policital spoken in Japan today. The doctor said that he had to amputate his arms, legs, and internal organs every day, without anesthesia.
The letters content also contains the tactics of the Chinese Communist army, how to ingeniously drag the Japanese invaders into guerrilla warfare, reflecting facts and details completely different from the wargames.
These letters are uncensored stored at Kitakami Peace Museum. If the pandemic is over and no war is happening, I wish I have a chance to visit here specifically.
Finished John Dies at the End, a book I’ve read maybe 6 times. I realized I’ve been reading this story repeatedly for something like 18 years - it is one of my favorite books of all time.
I finally figured out why I connect with this book though: duh it’s about toxic masculinity (likely on accident).
Anyway basic premise, two dumbasses stumble through a series of cosmic horrors, constantly fucking up and choosing the wrong path at nearly every point. The only success they find is through an evil drug that basically turns them into that machine from the hitchhiker’s guide that can predict the entire universe from a piece of cake.
The big theme is that evil is not intelligent, sinister, or purposeful - it’s stupid, greedy, hungry, and juvenile. A list of things that I am thinking about this book:
Anyway I really love this book but it’s absolutely inexcusable that it saw massive rewrites…TWICE…and still has about 25 instances of the r-slur. The book got a new addition to the end IN 2021!!! He added foreshadowing, new lines, an entirely different ending to one of the stories, but couldn’t be bothered to break out a thesaurus and look up the word “ridiculous”.
(the ebook keeps updating and it freaks me out)
Also the titular John was based on a real dude who turned out to be a sex pest
It’s still one of my favorite books!! It’s such a good complement to all the other Cosmic Horror stuff - it takes its premise entirely seriously, but the writing is goofy, weird, funny, and generally filled with great punchlines (both funny and horrific). I think the fact that the author writes comedy and horror the same way is a real strength.
Anyway I’ll probably read it again in a few years around halloween because that’s just how I am. The two sequels are okay but they’re really missing the “series of short stories smashed together into one long narrative” that the first one has.
I can’t necessarily recommend it though, for all the reasons outlined above. It’s essentially stupid. The movie is pretty good though.
I always enjoy a good “here’s all the parts of my favorite book which suck” type review
I like things that are great, but I only love things that suck
big fan of the movie. I should probably read the book too
Wolves are always bad guy in tales, people like to create some words describe them: greed, brutal, crafty and no mercy. And in other hand, people was envy them, imagine their own evil activies like an evil creature could break all the chain, and harm others without feeling. They called themslves as wolf gang when watch striptease, titled a video game as the wolf among us, if somebody do a massacare in public by his own, newspaper called him lone wolf.
So when I got this book, I just thought it’s another book about how wolf brutal and wild, how badass they are and boring alpha/beta type shit. But its author, Elli H. Radinger, as a woman who observe wild wolf for more than 25 years, give me the truth never same as the story said.
The wolves are the most stigmatized creature in our culture, in fact, they’re never greed, brutal, only a hunter or a sheeper could hate them, because they’re so smart and talent. They trust each other in group, helping their elder, never abandon their group member. The wolves group is welcome to accept new comers, even their enemy’s wolf children.
There’s never have these alpha/beta/omega shit in the wild wolves, that class system was only happened in the zoo, yeah, a hell made by human itself and then claim they found a new nature law to teach the real male society. Ironically, when an ‘alpha’ male try to use these logic to deal with wolves, they always failed and freaked out by them. The wolf is gentle, generous, and have responsbilty to their group, not allow somebody rule their group only by force.
This book also mentioned woman’s connection with wolves, in author’s opinion, the wolf and woman is the same. They have to abandon all the rules was domesticated by male(obey, step back, kind), if they wanna found their own nature mind. In nature, woman will have strong mind, healthy body, and the special healing power for family.
After read this book, it make me think. Thinking about a video game who got the most disput on Internet before covid-19. The last of us part II, I mean, of course, it’s full of incredibly superficial identity politics bullshit same as neil’s twitter. But, after I finished this book, I realized I can in other view of TLOU II, the whole storyline of ellie, is it something as the book said, a woman tried to follow the male’s domesticated logic: you have to the revenge Abby. When she tried to step back, she feel guilty about it and Jimmy mentioned this responsibility in the male world again.
Abby did the same duty as Ellie again and again. So when Ellie alone in the wild and all exhausted, finnally fight the last time. Maybe Ellie let her go it’s she finally found her spriit from Joel, her special healing power, to break this ravenge chain, also drop the male society burden on her shoulder.
Anyway this is a really good book, at the end, the author also guide us how to oberserve wolf group in the Yellowstone National Park.
Somehow we almost forgot we have a same origin legends all over the world, a female wolf, I think maybe it’s the day we became a farmer, we left the biological chain, own the sheep and dog belong to us, create a word called property, then wolf became the last thing reminds us the nature, that’s why we hate them for this long.
I started reading St. Augustine’s Confessions
After a brief meditation on the profound mystery of prayer, he begins his confessional autobiography at the beginning by discussing how he sinned… as a literal baby. He apologetically notes that he no longer has any memories of being a baby, therefore his account is extrapolation from other infants he witnessed as an adult.
This sets St. Augustine up for a blistering stand-up-comedy style roast of babies in general. Loudly crying right after he came out of the womb? Sin. Greedily sucking down that warm, nutritious milk? Sin.
I never read his books but St. Augustine is interesting to me as an outsider-insider type. He was a Berber from North Africa. He apparently tried several religions before committing to Christianity. He couldn’t really understand Greek. It seems like he had a unique perspective compared to most of his contemporaries, not really fitting into any particular mold.
Augustine is great. The only canon author that can match or exceed his humanist take on suffering and sin is Kierkegaard
Sounds like you’re advocating for Augustine and Kierkegaard, but in Yee olde Englishe
Whyfor notteth Boethius?
frantically wracking my brain re: in the post-millenarian focus on Christ’s Entire Whole Dang Life as Passion, did he (in commonly accepted doctorine) cry when afflicted by the much-focused-upon (and many relic-creating) circumcision?
Start reading Vodka Politics, a huge book.
I’m clear know this topic is not grandstanding. When I was a studtent, I read the oringinal ГОЭЛРО(State Commission for Electrification of Russia plan at 1920) , remembered they were entangled with allow Vodka will make people happy and produce Vodka will lose potato yield.
Finished my first-in-a-decade re-read of Lud-in-the-Mist, what an absolutely amazing book. The way it manages tone is something I admire, seamlessly blending between the comedic and the morose, the satirical and the sincere.
I especially liked the way Hope Mirrlees described legal fictions, that they are a homeopathic nostrum for delusion, thereby implying that they are but a more comforting delusion for the bourgeosie than the creative/deadly chaos of Fairy.
Surely not an intended message from a writer from the extreme reaches of the upper class, but it is still present in the text.
Started reading Lionel Trilling’s The Liberal Imagination. Once again I find myself startled by a book from the 1940s speaking directly to a problem that has been troubling me for years but nobody quite formulates
ATTN @BustedAstromech because I see a connection here with what what you have said happens to creativity when it has to be made digestible by an entire AAA studio