I got covid a few months ago and my life continues to be decimated by long covid symptoms and the accompanying despair. So I took an arguably heroic dose of mushrooms and starting playing hollow knight bc it felt like some kind of comfort food as I feel my entire sense of agency in my life is being peeled away layer by layer until there’s nothing left but pure sensory misery.
Anyway, I love hollow knight, I really do, but playing a fresh new game is a deeply frustrating reminder of what is in my opinion it’s worst flaw: what I have taken to calling “nickel and dime” design philosophy. The game is downright stingy with giving you any basic quality-of-life-level amenities. It even costs an upgrade slot just to see your location on the map – which is a concession I appreciated on my first playthrough but is just annoying on what I think is my third or fourth attempt.
Anyway, I’m not here to talk about Hollow Knight. And forgive me for being unusually wordy but I AM on a lot of drugs right now.
But something I’ve been thinking about a lot lately, and something that feels particularly urgent right now, possibly bc of the shrooms or possibly just because I keep having this feeling that my life is going to end prematurely no matter what I do, is the idea of a “giving metroidvania” or search-action or call it whatever you want. Like, I’ve played a million of these games already. Please, let me play one that dispenses with the formalities and just gives me the air dash, wall jump, and whatever gimmicky movement ability you’ve decided is cooler than a double jump. just give me all that shit from the outset. max out my health and stamina too. and max out whatever other build options I have – be it charm notches, experience points, heart containers, I don’t fucking care, just give it all to me.
and still give me a large branching non-linear world, too! just make it difficult enough to where it’s still an engaging, interesting challenge despite all the overpowered movement and stats you just gave me. let me enjoy an entire game with my full moveset.
does this game exist? is there anything that comes close? because honestly I’d rather play that than hollow knight for the umpteenth time. I’ve played so many similar games this year – some of them really great! (personally I recommend grime, which I feel is unfairly ignored/slept on, but is a very solid, entertaining, and bizarre take on the format)
If it doesn’t exist, can we make it?