binge read a bunch of jiro matsumoto. don’t know what to say about most of it. like, one of the short stories in one of his anthologies is about two kids at an all boys school who hang out in a derelict tower which one of them defends in viciously violent knife fights with other kids, but it’s also about gender but only because matsumoto had just watched funeral parade of roses, like, i’m not sure if there’s a lot to read into? but i always love the way he draws stuff (also, watch funeral parade of roses, it’s great)
there’s also a page where they hang out while the blonde kid is jerking it spying on their teacher having sex while the girly kid is eating the bugs they’ve collected. is this allegory? fuck, i don’t know
oh right, that’s like, one of the things to look out for. jiro matsumoto comics are kinda obscene. remember reading a review of velveteen & mandala (which i love) which was almost positive about it except they’d rather the rape/diarrhea scene didn’t exist. but that’s like part of the package deal for indulging in a horrific kind of drawn violence. like… it shouldn’t just feel nice. if you feel ill, that’s also a worthwhile feeling to linger on
so uh, moving on, alice in hell.
about a sniper boy in a wasteland and his alice in wonderland looking android which he uses as bait to set up targets. he treats his doll with abuse and violence, which we later see reflected in his past, the same words and mistreatment from his dad while he’s forced to dress up as bait to make caravans stop before robbery.
a woman he saves coerces him to join her commune, in an attempt to reach out and help him. instead he manages to turn the commune into a warzone while deflecting others sympathetic to him. it ends with him returning to his lone fortress in the desert, killing every pursuer to keep himself “safe” and alice with him
i do think about how his distrust and superiority complex and loneliness all manifest in the desert fortification he’s set up, and how it’s ultimately all used to kill another boy who desperately wanted to reach out for him. maybe it just strikes a cord with me BECAUSE BOY HOWDY DO I WISH I COULD JUST HOLE UP AND FORTIFY MYSELF FROM SOCIAL ANXIETY. to my own detriment of course but… ehh. also, i just happened to select only pages with the protagonist in drag, despite there being like, maybe 20 pages tops with that
ok, next up, joshi kouhei
this is one of the big ones. it’s like, exploitation movie x giant robot x military fetishism x gender(???)
we got a scenario where dimensional wars have to be fought with partially organic robots modeled after girls, for reasons unknown to humans cause it was decided by ai, but really its mostly jiro matsumoto being a fucking weirdo. the girlbots cause eventual corruption of their pilots where the pilots persona is gradually overridden by girl, causing more and more girlish behavior until they turn into body-horror monsters.
uh… this is sick, y’know? in a fun way. i wanted to show a violent page here but the soldier getting gored also pissed herself so…
anyway, this other page is totally sick
oh… just occured to me the giant peoplebots thing is totally an airtight garage thing. probably another influence. this is better than the airtight garage tho. sorry moebius heads.