3D modeling and other things i make!!!

ive been learning blender off and on every few months for the past year and i decided to share everything i’ve made so far on the internet!!!

i guess ill go in creation order??? my memory is really bad so i dont have much to say about early stuff

the first video were two of the first projects i actually finished i think!!! i had tried and gotten far into the donut tutorial that most everyone recommends you start at a couple times before i made this one but something stopped me from finishing them and well anything!!! until i finally forced myself to make this one… those five seconds of a donut on a plate spinning forward is what sprung me forward… to creation… the couch was the next thing i made and finished because why not??? i think??? it was a lot easier and rewarding for me to follow tutorials when i started out then now because i had no idea what im doing!!! now i have some idea which means i wanna make my own things but still dont have all the knowhow so it can get… boring…

here’s a close up of the donut plate i made while messing around with material nodes that i think wasn’t part of the tutorial

and a chair i made that was also from a tutorial from the same guy and i think i made it after the couch???

breaking news!!! i found out my first thing i ever made was this house and i think it’s actually the first project i ever finished because you can’t really improve on this baby!!!

i also found some sort of shadow creature invading one of the rooms in my house

and a character model of a mouse that i was working on and never finished that i might return to some day???

after that stuff my next thing was this video

i think i spent a lot of time on the logo it looks like it at least and i made this over a month!!! it was my first big animation and someone asked me to make it and i basically animated everything using shapekeys and keyframes, i still have a hard time figuring out how to use shapekeys though!!! all the models except for the simple ones i found on other websites for free you won’t believe the kind of stuff you’ll find for free on the internet!!!

after that though i didn’t really touch blender until four months later, my computer wasn’t really excessible until then!!! so i went back to the basics and learned how to make a cute frog and some other things

the first little thing was actually made back in november i was just testing out the physics i think!!! but the rest were made after i got into blender again. the frog was fun to make although the tutorial i used wasnt as clear as i wanted or maybe i remembered more then i thought because a lot of the steps i did werent actually mentioned in the tutorial at all!!! its a good one though im really proud of the shirt i made
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the little animation after that was a simple model i made of the God Slug who is the creator of a giant forest world ive been writing about!!! maybe you’ll know more about them some day… it took me forever to figure out how to make the void part of them “see through” and i found it in a hand off comment in a tutorial for a thing that wasnt relatedable at all!!! you just use the window option in the texture coordinate node in the material nodes!!! im glad i know now!!!

and the spaceship explorer was a little animation of a character i wanna make more things about but got so caught up in making the spaceship that i had to take a break from that project after working on it. i liked what i made though!!! i made the controls to look like a arcade machine!!! i learned a lot about vertex groups while making it

i also am very proud of the helmet the material is all procedureal!!! and the hair was an accident while making something else and the i realize how cute the pigtails were!!!

the next few projects i made after that were ummmmm pretty serious…

i wanted to make something cartharcite so i made… this. i was inspired by all the weirdcore videos ive been watching but it became something else instead, something more personal to me. ive been drawing things like this in my notebooks but this is the first time i made something out of it. its my favorite thing ive made still and also the hardest to watch. i want to make more tortured creatures like this one, i like the idea of of exploring a first person 3D dungeon like doom full of trauma npc horrors ive made which is what made me make the second video after i thought i was finished with the project. i made this gif too
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the music is this song slowed down and reverbed

after that i made this based on the song in the video

i dont have much to say about this one. the lyrics really relate to how ive felt lately and its soothing to hear. i was listening to it before and while i was making it. i wish i animated it more but this one took so long to render because of the caustics and the amount of polygons from making such a large scene. my graphics card isnt the best for 3D modeling. i liked the telephone poles though i used an addon that lets you make all sorts of signs and poles.

finally we have something i just finished making a few days ago and its been my biggest project yet (warning it has a jumpscare!!!)

i liked this one alot!!! i had bigger plans but i kept making them smaller and smaller until what you see now!!! i was gonna have it switch between two rooms but i made all the models myself and it was like… 60 models. it was alot!!! i spent several hours over 8 days making it!!! it was inspired by this video which is why i tried to make it look like a miniature made out of clay and wood

there are a lot of things i wished i could have done differently though… i would have made the shots last longer but i never bothered to use more then one camera so it would have been a lot of work to reshoot everything… there are other things but i forgot. luckily i wrote down what i learned and what i could have done better in a document somewhere so i can learn from it for next time!!! i knew i had more time to work on it, i planned to post it online on yume nikki’s anniversary which is june 26th, but i was getting burned out and also i wasnt sure if i’d be free to keep working on it because my life is uncertain so i knew id be happier if i finished it now instead!!! and i am!!! if i want to i can always return to it later and add in what i wanted to do but didnt have the energy for. it was a big learning lesson for me because of how big the project was and how much models i actually made!!! for nearly all of them i didn’t even follow a tutorial for, i just eyeballed what i saw from screenshots and went from there but there was still a lot of things i had to learn from tutorials like putting animated sprites in blender is actually way more complicated then you’d think!!! also fun fact: i tried to replay yume nikki while in the middle of making this and could only do one 3 hour session where i felt tense the whole time and then saw something that made me have a big cry breakdown but i felt better after, maybe ill return to it when im in a better spot to

and that’s it so far!!! aside from some things ive made based on other tutorials ive been following. ive actually started filling out a document full of tricks and tips ive learned and its like 20 pages now. right now ive been working on making a duck based on my animal crossing character but they are nowhere near ready yet. its part of what i want to do next, i want to make character models based on my OCs that i can use in animations and games and stuff but thats going to take a lot of effort and learning!!! i might end up making another animation ive got in mind instead or one of those creatures iwas talking about earlier. or a little picture book. speaking of books!!!

i found out i was in the process of putting 5 zines i made before online but never finished it so i did that today!!! you can read them in your web browser here:

i don’t know if i ever linked them here but they’re great!!! the last one i made was early last year and it’s color!!! here’s the pages without text but its best if you read it first it’s really short!!!:

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hey this is fucking great jeeez

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did not forget to “like” and “subscribe” 8|

This is all wonderful stuff! I love how you’re expressing yourself through your art. Love the vibe. It’s really cool. You had me since the donut video. Oh and that cat is a real creepy MFer!

All I can think of when I see that couch is that it’s beautiful and I want it in my porn game haha How much for the asset?? Or does it contain textures that you can’t use for commercial stuff?

Your work is great! So expressive of your personality and aesthetic, the videos are charming.

I’m also learning blender and I love figuring out ways to do different materials and procedural textures and all that!

The apartment video is great, love the really heavily bumpmapped textures and the effect of the sprites on top, the mixed media look is really cool!

hi its been more then a year since i last posted anything here but dont worry ive been making a lot of stuff!!! its been a little over 2 years since i started working on blender but…with looking at the amount of time between some projects being months…id say its more like i spent a year i guess??? semantics. anyways,

i uploaded everything i could think of that’s finished to my youtube channel a couple days ago, so here’s a whole bunch of videos

here are some experiments i did while trying to learn the geometry nodes system that was pretty new at the time. the first couple i followed some tutorial series here Geometry Nodes For Beginners - Blender 3.4 Compatible - YouTube though i never finished it. i wanted to make a little geometry nodes animation for every video i followed but i got distracted by other projects. geometry nodes IS really cool and DEFINITELY worth learning, and i use it somewhat for other projects… but designing creatures is my passion so when i wanted a break from it, i took one, then never got back to it really aside from “i want to do this thing, i bet theres a geometry nodes tutorial for it”. really i outta learn more tutorials in general so i can at least build up a bunch of little cool assets…

oh, the last video there was for a joke someone suggested somewhere about HD2D pong. to be honest… it made me realize i like the HD2D look in concept, because it looked really good as a cute diorama thing and then i looked at footage of live a live and octopath trailer and realized they’re really washed out looking and have too much light in them so that’s what i did here. i think i just wanna make a 2.5D game, like klonoa. or sonic robo blast 2.

here are some dubious creatures… i really wanted to start making little 'mons, so when i was working on some more detailed character models, as a break i decided to work on one, and then made a bit more then that and spent quite a bit of time on it. i kinda had a theme going on? i had specific categories i wanted to make, as inspiration from all those 'mon collecting games like, uh, you know, fighting foodon, medabots, fossil fighters, those sorts of things (it’s a niche late 90’s gaming genre fad that kinda died out by the mid-2000’s, unsure why it was a thing but enjoy it nonetheless). but that kinda went to the wayside when i realized it’s more fun to make whatever, though maybe everything will be categorize anyways into one of the 3 main ones: BUG, FUNGUS, or ANGEL.

my favorite is the two faced lollipop by the way. it was the first one i made and i love the heck out of it. i hope to make more, i got a lot of lil’ scribbles of other dubious creatures in my notebook.

heres a public look at my vtuber avatar, baby!!! i loved making the environment, it’s the kinda world i wanna make: barren, liquid metal, discarded future. i worked on making other assets for her and said world but the whole 'tubing dream has kinda gone to the side for now until life, uh, finds a way. though i do use her occasionally for playthroughs and silly lil things for friends. i guess i gotta be more active on the internet sometime…

here’s marlene and some clown mouse i haven’t named yet!!! marlene was a lil experiment to make a lowpoly character after i made lilith (the vtuber), and i even got her set up with some minimal amount of rigging to make the meme at the start of the post. i also wanted to try “kitbashing” parts from game models (this one was FF III on the DS) rather then making my own and seeing if its quicker and it actually is not. best to just use the models as a reference sheet if I want to make a similiar look. the texturing was based on the textures on her model in second life, because that’s where i came up with the character. it too, was a lot of work, cuz i can’t draw that well, and it turns out low poly textures is way easier to screw up then high poly textures because of the limited size. but im happy with how she turned out!!! also the eyes has parallax occulison mapping which basically fakes depth, so it’s a flat plane with a pupil texture inside it. but it lets me do all sorts of things like have the eyes follow the camera or make them “glitch out” like you see in the joke video at the beginning of this post.

the mouse clown is my latest character (the order I made characters basically goes: Lilith, Dubious Creatures, Marlene, Null, Clown) and hence why i dont have a name for them yet. like latest i mean within the last couple weeks, wow!!! she was a joy to make, i only eyeballed my concept art as a reference, and the coloring was cuz i wanted to learn vertex colors. like everything just clicked and kept clicking as i experimented some with the colors and such. and i managed to keep myself in check from doing too much experimenting or working on something that’s too big for my britches because she’s so simple. even the stitching didnt take long, and it was discovered by accidentally having bad UV mapping after baking the colors.

im really happy with both of them!!!

finally… here are the two most intense/time consuming projects ive done. lilith (the cat) was my first character that i started in like, idk, august of last year? and by far the most ambitious. even with using references, there was a lot to learn to actually making a character that looks good, plus making a character in general. like i kinda tried to make a couple things before but those were way more simpler then this!!! and that’s not even getting into the virtual tubin’ part of this, which requires a lot of work. just learning unity so i could port her model into vseeface requires so much frustrating time and work. it was a nightmare. and she’s still technically not done. her texturing can be better (aside from all the noise on the base mesh there’s a lot more little details i gotta fix or wanna add), her rigging isn’t finished, and her shapekeys (basically mouth shapes and expressions you use to talk) can get glitchy!!! but i love her a lot. im just really intimidated by rigging, it’s the Biggest Hill i have to climb over. plus i dont wanna have to mess with unity again. i already am learning one program dangit. but i will if i have to!!!

null (the bee) was also started about a month again, using all the knowledge and practice ive gotten since then. she was a lot easier to make, even though she is not perfect (i kinda wanna fix the hands, we’ll see). i feel pretty proud of how far i’ve come, even though, for both models, i referenced other models or ideas. also she just looks cool as fuck. im so happy with how she looks even though the shader is a mess and needs to be fixed so i can actually finish one render with her lol. once again, i gotta learn rigging, and i wanna make some accessories for her. unsure what to use her for, aside from animations, but im hoping i can put her in second life or vrchat or whatever. or also vtube??? maybe all my characters can vtube. after i rig all four characters i plan on making some enviroments for them, so, uh, i really just gotta sit down and do it.

anyways i think that’s everything??? here’s a photoscanned chicken nugget:

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Love love love your aesthetic choices for all of these.

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ive been too busy to work on anything much but heres a little guy i quickly made for bachi’s batman for the zx spectrum speedrun telethon a few days ago

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That cheeky weirdo is so bad ass…

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heres a couple wip projects. baseball cat and flatwoods baby. haven’t actually been able to do much mainly cuz of wrist pain. mostly recovered from it, but still need to take it easy. maybe one day ill finish something…

an android can dream

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oh my god i love them

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this is fantastic

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