It’s not even spite.
It’s like really sad events that turned into this. Suj was having a hard time for months trying to keep up with this game and his life. I don’t even blame him for wanting to do music to calm down his soul. But I am worried that he’s going to lie to me (bad) or himself (worse) about what kind of workflow he can take on, and then I worry that will be the deciding factor in the game not getting any work done on it.