well, i’ve never liked competitive multiplayer much to begin with, i used to get frustrated with myself really quickly because games are one of the few places i feel potency in my life, so getting stomped and tea-bagged by people better than me with more time to play was a drag. it’s just not for me. i tend to think about those things less when playing with friends and i just end up having a good time.
also with crucible being 4v4 now i feel a lot more pressure to perform when playing solo, and when you’re with a team of strangers and one of those strangers is AFK or running off on their own to get team-shot it’s pretty frustrating.